Entry one · Early fall, 1984 · Ledge Road, Charlotte County
I was twelve. We lived on Ledge Road, outside St. Stephen, on the edge of town. It was early fall.
My mother, Betty, and I were inside, looking out the window. She noticed it first.
“A cougar,” she exclaimed.
It was about a hundred feet away, going across the field. It was dark, with a long tail. It walked slowly, and I could see its shoulder blades go up and down.
It did not know we were there. It did not look at us.
I put it at about fifteen minutes. That is just a guess. It seemed maybe longer.
Then it went into the woods.
I went outside for a better look. Mom did not think that was a good idea. I could not find it.
“What grown-ups tell you is not always true.”
I could not believe it. I did not know a cougar could be in New Brunswick.
I told a few people, but most think you are crazy.
At twelve, I realized that what grown-ups tell you is not always true, and that just because the general population believes something does not mean it’s true.

